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Llamageddon
Hello
oddvar
Llama
Llamageddon
Afternoon, oddvar
oddvar
you2
Llamageddon
How go things?
oddvar
good good
yourself?
Llamageddon
Not good, I suppose
oddvar
:(
what's up?
Llamageddon
Nothing new, same old
oddvar
(Action) has coffee brewing
life is about to become GREAT
Llamageddon
Sounds great
oddvar
but for now, we slumber
Llamageddon
Slumber well
CmdVolken
Coffee can take soooo many seconds to brew. :P Instead crack open any delicious flavors Monster energy drink.
oddvar
uuurgh
Llamageddon
You know what sucks about me failing to go and get more antidepressants prescribed?
I am back to having no motivation to do anything at all
oddvar
:(
Llamageddon
I spend two thirds of my time awake doing nothing
Just dying of boredom and intrusive thoughts
Armen
Llamageddon: Llamageddon
Llamageddon
Hey there Armen
Armen
what's new, Llamageddon
Llamageddon
Still no meds
Armen
I think js13kgames started, I should check the theme
Llamageddon
Starting to think that I should try trying harder to change things in my life
Preferably in the direction of commiting suicide
I'm starting to reach a point where I'm fu*ked up enough that I start thinking about how I'd gladly kill people so they didn't have to live
Armen
heh, the theme is "reversed", this is cool. Ideas are being had!
murder and suicide don't really improve things for anyone, so I'd advise against that
MrJones
OMG OSMEONE TALKING
=DDDD
Llamageddon
Armen: You can't regret being dead
MrJones
(Action) hugs Armen
Llamageddon
But you can suffer while alive
So, according to my convoluted thought train, dying is the best thing that can happen to someone
MrJones
that seems nonsensical
Armen
hey
MrJones
you can't regret things but you can't be happy about stuff either
neutral nothingness, how *awesome* (not)
Armen
MrJones :)
I personally have some stuff to do before dying
this is why I abandoned my unintentional road of slow suicide by eating myself to death ;)
Llamageddon
MrJones: Yes, but happiness is a need
And you only have needs while you are alive
While you are dead, you have no unsatisfied need, which means that you are, strictly speaking, happier than you would be when alive, regardless of what you were experiencing
Armen
that is incorrect
when dead you are not anything, you cease to exist (unless you are religious in which case you probably go to some kind of hell)
MrJones
I think that is bullsh*t
happiness is a gift
some of it might be necessary, but in overall it's just an amazing thing
if I could turn a switch that, while still being alive, would no longer make me unhappy but not happy or excited either, I would NEVER use it
Armen
you know what makes me unhappy
Llamageddon
Meh
I don't get happy people logic
Armen
my entire day is going to be style fixing, digging through someone elses disorganized CSS files
Llamageddon
From my point of view, death has no disadvantages
Armen: Sounds delightful
Armen
Llamageddon only marginally better than death
sorry about inappropriate joke
MrJones
Llamageddon: sounds like you're just depressed really
Llamageddon
I am, and I will forever be
Armen
MrJones I think we've established that
Llamageddon
At least, until I die
Armen
you should just get a nice pair of running shoes and go running. Endorphins rock, trust me
running makes me feel like singing. Do *not* try to sing while running unless you like to eat bugs.
good source of protein though, I've been told
MrJones
my joints are seriously broken, so I prefer biking. same effect tho
Armen
agreed, biking is even better
I love my bike <3
MrJones
sadly it has higher entrance cost since you need a good bike for it to be fun
but other than that it's quite nice
Llamageddon
I've abstained from exercise to a point where lately when getting up, I've had trouble moving
I'm so unimaginably weak
I have trouble picking up the lightest of things
Armen
that's really easy to fix, seriously
Llamageddon
And feel tired when just walking
But I don't even care :(
MrJones
I had a bout of depression at the end of highschool
then I started biking
it sounds cliche but it's true..
Llamageddon
Nothing I could do would improve my life in any way
Armen
honestly you get stronger really fast if you just start exercising a bit
MrJones
that is most likely wrong
yup
Llamageddon
I could code and pump out stuff, earn money, be fit and healthy, eat delicious food, and I still would be unhappy
MrJones
first 2-3 times you're gonna feel like vomiting
and then it'd be nice
Llamageddon
I know because I've done that in the past, back when I cared about exercising
MrJones
you don't need money to go out and jog.
Armen
indeed, you just need shoes
MrJones
well I know friends who jog barefoot sometimes
:D
I wouldn't do it, but they still have their feet so.. I guess it can be done too
Llamageddon
It's not about money for shoes, just idk
I see no reason to do any of the things that people do in life
Armen
because it will help
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