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tm512
I should have put on a movie
stateless
I always listen to music
once I climbed a small mountain
tm512
I had music playing
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on mdma
tm512
then I paused it in preparation for going to the bathroom
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started crying midway through
lol
tm512
it felt like a big deal to just prepare to get out of my room and into the bathroom
retard
i had total ego death etc
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then some random dogs tried to attack me and i calmed them down
lol
retard, classic
mmxgn
Hello.
stateless
retard, i love ego death tbh
but some people can go insane
:P
tm512
I didn't experience it this time
thankfully
some other time though, once I'm more comfortable with lower doses perhaps
stateless
tm512, the difference with mdma is that you can't have a bad "trip"
retard
stateless there was a lot of both very pleasant and unpleasant sh*t
stateless
you become fearless
retard
but i did it to accomplish something, and it fu*kin worked
tm512
mdma is a different kind of drug though
stateless
the only thing that might be annoying is jaw clenching and the fact that you can't pee
retard
so ey
stateless
lol
FRIGN
stateless: retard: tm512: yo guys, the rule is: never go on a trip when you are depressed or angry. that's the way to avoid bad trips.
stateless
tm512, yes ofc
retard
FRIGN: fu*k you
i'm always depressed and angry
that's why i took a trip
and now i'm better
FRIGN
lol, you're doing it wrong
tm512
I wasn't depressed or angry
retard
i'm doing it right
tm512
I was excited to try it
but apparently my resolve wasn't strong enough
FRIGN
psychedelics can strengthen those things
tm512
because it broke pretty quick and I got scared
stateless
FRIGN, you can have a bad trip even if you are superficially ok on that day, it depends on how strong the hallucinogenic is
and how much XP you got
ego death is not a light thing for people to take on, at least those that don't do drugs every other day :P
FRIGN
stateless: you know, many people hide depressions inside. this can bring sh*t up. in general, you don't really know unless you've tried weaker ones to see how they run through your system
stateless
FRIGN, i don't disagree
retard
it sure as sh*t fu*king helps though stateless
tm512
no experience, alone, at night, and not knowing what you're in for is a recipe for a bad trip
FRIGN
anyway, I'm gonna call the police now
fu*king tweakers!
stateless
retard, I am not saying it doesn't, just saying that it can make people restless if they get stuck in a loop in their brains :P
retard
though it lays bare and fu*king flogs your insecurities
and problems
it works better for me than years of therapy
and antidepressants
tm512
I remember during the peak getting into an argument with myself over being stupid and ruining my trip by not letting go
stateless
FRIGN, also even if you are fine, you will definitely have bad trips every now and then
tm512
and trying to plan things
stateless
another person can make you have bad trips easily
:P
I can do it for you
retard
except that time i did nbome and jumped 8 meters off my balcony and broke my spine, my pelvic bone, fractured most of my ribs, contused my liver and perforated my lung
stateless
tm512, mdma silences all thoughts, try it!
:P
retard
gotta get back on that horse though
Evil_Bob
FRIGN: i dont do drugs for that reason (depressed/weird)
stateless
retard, is that true?
retard
sure is
tm512
stateless: meh then I'd have to get a testing kit so that I don't end up just taking caffeine or meth or something
stateless
retard, are you okay no?
retard
i was naked at the time
stateless
now*
retard
i'm fine, though my chest is a little crooked
spent a week in the hospital
FRIGN
retard: did you fall on your side?
stateless
tm512, yeah not easy to ensure purity
retard
FRIGN i have no idea, i was somewhere else completely
i know i hit pavement and some stones that lined it though
stateless
tm512, if you do try it, make sure you have slept/eaten well and only intend to try it once, tolerance is built very very quickly, 2nd time might be unpleasant even if spaced 2-3 weeks apart
retard
i fasted before my trip this time
tm512
I guess people just wanna get fu*ked up, and that's why people get away with selling fake sh*t
stateless: I kinda want to try 2c-b
stateless
never tried it
u should try ayahuasca
:P
or dmt
tm512
I might vape dmt soonish
stateless
you will never be the same
Evil_Bob
YOU'LL BECOME A SHAMAN
stateless
lol
tm512, don't do it
retard
i recommend staying away from 2c-b
stateless
tm512, wait until you try some more mild things first
and you definitely need a sittert
sitter
retard
lsd is better and safer
stateless
mescaline maybe
:P
retard, let me find sth
tm512
stateless: I'm gonna try shrooms again hopefully within a month. planning to do that alone at least
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